ive had a couple drinks and this made me crack up haha
i thought it was cool when we all sat around the fire and each told the problems we have with our relationships. the guys told the girls how they think and what they want (i fell into that category haha) and the girls told the guys how they feel about the things guys do we all had good laughs. and cool that we can do that with each other along with having a couple beers and hot dogs haha
i havent cried in so long. and it sucks. fuck my life right about now. now that i change its for nothing. this is really really beyond hard on me.
blood in my eyes,
hate in my heart,
love in my mind.” —
to meet a girl who catches my attention. sit down and get to know everything about her in a couple of hours. just sit and talk. its my favorite thing to do when i meet someone. i dont remember the last time i did that, that actully lead into something serious. but im not rushing into it either.
i remember when i used to listen to warped tour bands haha. hardcore and shit like that. then i stopped, i grew out of it. plus theres no good bands anymore, i mean cmon nevershoutnever plays there now. yupp. went for 2 years straight and it was awsome ‘07 and ‘08, back when the line up was good. oh well.
and i recently told justin we gotta start goin to shows again.
i make it a mission in life, to always cover my eyes. no matter what. i see them as a sign of weakness. weird i know.
‘if you were a boy, id fall so in love with you’
never forget those words said to me. makes me laugh.